O Hai! Another quicko update.All is going pretty good, Christmas and New Year were fun and very busy, lots of family and friends visiting, lots of partying, alcohol and food intake. I was kind of glad when it was all over though.
I've put back on all the fecking weight I lost (which is the only good thing about the anxiety disorder). I've never been overweight but I am now back to a size 12 and I WANNA BE A 10!!! I'm 5ft 8 so I don't want to be any thinner than that, is that too much to ask???? Oh well, I suppose a 12 is my natural size and I should be fine with that - but I seriously need to tone up.
I've still got a bit of a phobia of the gym though as that is where my panic attacks first started to flare up, I think I'm worried it may trigger them again :/
I'm still on the fluoxetine but forgetting to take them somedays, so maybe I should gradually come off them now. Still pondering on that one.
Oh and I've got a Plurk account now (one of those mini blogger thingies, like Twitter). So I update that a few times a day with my random goings on, bowel movements and suchlike...
I'll add it at the side of this blog if anyone is remotely interested.
Hope anyone who reads this is doing well :)
