Well, after my dramatic day of car injuring and trauma's, things have relaxed now.
I ventured out in the car again to pick up my mum and then we went to watch the girls performance, my mum was really stressed when I picked her up because she was being divebombed by protective mother seagulls (seagulls are total nightmare here at this time of year). My mum has a phobia of birds, so I had to calm her down rather than the other way around.
Anyway, I dosed us both up with some Rescue Remedy and then we went to watch my princesses prance about in their show - which was lovely, I didn't feel anxious at all any more.
We all came back home to mine afterwards and my mum and I cooked dinner and started on the wine, so we are a bit tipsy now. I know I shouldn't be drinking now in my current state of mind and I know I will feel like shit tomorrow, but I just need it to relax after a stressy day.
We are watching that awful Big Brother, but why o why?? I don't even like any of the cretinous contestents, I don't want any of them to win.
About Me
- Jo
- United Kingdom
- Most of the time, I am a happy, sociable fun-loving mum of 2 girls with the best partner ever. Sometimes, I become this terrified, housebound, selfish person due to anxiety/panic disorder. It is a minor blip in my life and I won't let it beat me. I decided to create a diary blog for therapeutic reasons and also to help fellow sufferers/loved ones of sufferers.
2 comments:
I ♥ Stuart!
(am i wrong?)
LOL!! Is stuart the one with the guyliner makeup who looks like Kenny Everett?
He is kinda growing on me, he seemed a total twat in his video when he first started but he's not so bad now :)
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