Friday, 18 July 2008

Not quite my normal self...

Day 20 on fluoxetine

Woke up this morning and that demon anxiety is hanging around. Feeling tired, dizzy, jittery, funny feeling in tummy. I don't want to go anywhere or see anyone today and I have stuff planned :/

I'm trying to work out why...

Possibilities

Lack of sleep. J woke me up about 5.30am as he was catching the early flight to LDN this morning and I didn't go back to sleep properly.

J away in London. I have to take the kids to their gymastics later, they are holding a show for the parents for the last 15 minutes and I feel nervous about this for some reason. Also that J is not nearby - he's become my crutch lately.

Period. It's the first day of my period and feel generally like poo.

Alcohol yesterday. I had 4 glasses of wine yesterday evening at my friends house, the last one was at about 9pm but I'm wondering if I have the after effects. The meds enhance the effect of the alcohol, maybe the hangover too.

What to do.....? I just feel like sleeping it off in the security of my bed, but the girls are downstairs on their own and I feel guilty.

2 comments:

Sarah♥ said...

I hope your day got better.

I always feel 'not quite right' on the first day of my period, and the 2nd, 3rd, 4th...lol

x

Jo said...

LOL thanks Sarah.

My day has gone from bad to worse, I've just damaged the car in the carpark.

I feel like crawling into my bed and going to sleep, but I've got to go out again and pick the girls up.

HEEEELP!!!

*cries*